might as well be silent
these decisions are lined up like dominoes, and one wrong move from me will send them all falling. they seem so unrelated but i guess i'm wrong in thinking that. i wish i had more time.and i feel so unheard when i speak. i won't yell, but then again i never do. it's just me. so if you don't hear me, then i guess that's just your loss. actually, it's my loss. being unheard is so often the root of loneliness.
so i walk away because i can't bear the feeling. don't worry -- any time you have something to tell me, i promise i'll listen.
believe me when i say i love you.
*bex