afterwards
this pain is too much and i can't take it. i must forget it because i can't forget you. you seem to be always coming and going and then going and finally you are gone. is something wrong with my heart that i take this so deeply? please, i don't know what to do. PLEASE COME BACK TO ME. i miss you so much. you are a million pictures all in my head and all i can do is watch as your life becomes further and further away from mine. you are gone and you took a piece of my heart with you; now i wonder if you even remember my name.and i'll never stop loving you.
*bex