brave new moment
standing at the edge of the world, it's a beautiful day and i want to throw both responsibility and worry out the window. want to stand in the sun and let its heat melt the pain until it's lying in a puddle worthy only of evaporation. i want to sail the sea. i want to taste beauty without tears.for the first time i know that i don't want the pain anymore. i'm tired of it; i want out, i REALLY want out. pain was my comfort but i'm sick of it now and willing to fight it.
"it's not that bad, no it's not that tough to be alone, i know i'm not alone. and God is good; He's more than enough. when i'm down, He always seems to lift me up."
i want to live again and be excited over things and laugh with true joy and be at peace with myself and God and life. i know it's not all sugar from here down but i'm willing to give it another shot. and it's not that bad...no it's not that tough....i know i'm not alone.