stress
so...i have been staying up really late studying. as in 3:00-in-the-morning-type late. everyone thinks that's funny, but i swear up and down that it's the perfectionist in me. i just can't get rid of it...the other night when i was up late studying, i heard the unmistakeable sound of someone vomiting coming from the other room, and on top of that i knew it was grace because well because i just know these things. so i ran in there to help her out and on the way to the bathroom (which is just a few feet from her bed), she threw up again -- all over my feet...that same night turtle came home from seeing radiohead play down in houston (i told you he was obsessed), he and david g. had gotten lawn tickets for like $50 or something. anyway he had taken his blanket with him to sit on since they were toughing it out on the grass, and i tell you when he came back that thing reeked so strongly of pot that i thought i was going to get high just from being in the same room with it. but he did say the concert was great...my mom has been griping at me for the last week over money for school etc etc. everything gets so tense around here, it makes me want to just be out of the house all the time, but she gets upset about that as well. it's one of those times where you just can't win. and she wants me to get a credit card, so i suppose i will although i really really do not want to...i'm tired and i want to go back to sleep but i've gotta go clean the house now.please wish me luck for sanity!