it's not your fault

Your hands didn't move

Well neither did mine

New Years will bring

So much to say

But nothing comes out right

Both of us left without words

Both of us lost in this world

It's softer than ever before

And you were the outline

Of everything you would become

The keeper of these hands

To hold you now

It is a far cry,

More than anything that I deserve

--further seems forever

and i'd give you my heart if it were mine to give. i can't stop this pain and i can't make you happy. just let me rest tonight, please. know that i love you (though words can't express it) and just let me sleep tonight, just this once. ah if only you'd smile for me before i go.

and still i love you.

*bex

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