there, now that's exciting
it's been awhile since i've written. i feel at a loss for words, ever since i came back home, even now more than ever. i'm taking a creative writing class this semester and it's going to be a struggle to put myself down on paper.i'm behind in my classes too, after missing a week while i was gone, and it's hard to catch up. the zyprexa is still making me drowsy and rather high at times, but it's starting to wear off i think. (i hope.) then today, i got lost and couldn't FIND one of my classes. that's A&M for you. only here can you walk around forever, pass a million buildings, and never find the one you're looking for. ahh well. i have the rest of the semester.
today feels gray. i'm rather emotionless lately and drifting in and out of consciousness as easily as sleep. but at least i'm taking the meds now; that's a step forward....i have to declare a major soon and i'm thinking about psychology. maybe. although i know as people tell me that i'm not "hard enough" on people to do what i really want to do -- social work.
lalalalalala. i'm being allowed to listen to emo again and it's awesome beyond words. i missed it so much.... and now bex the superwoman is off to catch up on more math homework.
try hula-hooping without the hoop. i guarantee you'll look retarded.