this isnt abstract
sometimes i wish you would speak just to show you care. it takes a lot out of me to always be the one doing the talking. if you know me, you know it doesn't come naturally; i do it because i care and i hope you realize that. i hope it's not wasted.two jumps in a week/ i bet you think that's pretty clever don't you boy?/ flying on your motorcycle/ watching all the ground beneath you drop/ you'd kill yourself for recognition/ kill yourself to never ever stop/ you broke another mirror/ you're turning into something you are not :: don't leave me high, don't leave me dry/ don't leave me high, don't leave me dry :: drying up in conversation/ you will be the one who cannot talk/ all your insides fall to pieces... -- radiohead
i wish you knew sweetheart.